What am I supposed to be doing

What am I supposed to be doing now?
Why am I so alone?

Raining

The rain brings ravens.

The only thought today

There are a lot of cherry favored candies all over my desk. I don't want them.

I hope for the end of this

This is the existence that I have built for myself.

Everyone gets what they deserve because what you get is directly related to what you have done. I suppose I have done enough.

Now

How I hate the loneliness.

Not much to say

Well we just finished season 3 of Buffy. Took us 3 weekends where we actually watched it. We need to watch just over 2 disks a week on average to finish by the end of the academic year. We feel that it will be done, although Buffy marathons will need to take place (funny thing is that what we normally watch would probably be considered a marathon for most folks, considering we watch 2 disks at a time, which is almost 8 hours or so). I forgot how emtionally intense the show is. Although I probably didn't relate to most of the emotions back then. I have come a long way. Later days.

It Begins

Just initiated season 3 of Buffy. We watched 4 episodes which happens to be 1/36'th of it. *spoiler* Like holy fuck, Angel is back. Plus I <3 Faith, like more than anything. Even in spite of all the stuff to come, although she redeems herself at the end I guess. */spoiler* Too bad I have to wait a few days to watch more. It is exciting and fun and awesome even though I have already seen almost every episode. BAH! SO addictive.